Annyeoooong :D aku kembali lagi dengan FF yang sok keren (?) ini haha, ampun deh makin lama blog ini makin terbengkalai, ya maklum saja, pemiliknya sibuk mulu mwehehe :p okay okay kali ini aku kembali dengan FF yang luar biasa berbeda, yah karena pake bahasa luar negeri #eaa VOICE OF MY HEART (Based on True Story). ini FF berasal dari kisah real aku, dan aku persembahkan buat orang spesial yang pernah ngisi hati aku (?) #hadeh -__- yah tulisan ini buat ABRAHAM RAYNOLD plok plok plok #gaje. Rey maaf ya kalo FF ini ga sesuai ama kisah kita (?) isinya udah aku edit dari segala segi, di padatin juga biar pendek -__- Maaf kalo englishku kacau u,u you know that why i got B in my English class T__T. yasudah yasudah selamat membaca, silahkan komentar kalo ada salah kata ( emang bakal banyak deh kayanya -__-") well, happy reading muah :*
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VOICE OF MY HEART
Cast : Kim Myungsoo
Lee So Ah
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| Editan yang paling berharga buat gue :" |
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Prologue
“baby.. i can explain it, he only my friend,
please believe in me” So ah start to explain but her boy was tired maybe
because too jealous. He knows about that boy, So ah ex boyfriend.
“i know he just your friend, but you know he
right? He is your ex boyfriend!” he talked to So ah, he dont know how to show
his feelings now. Jealous, annoyed and tired. “lets break..” that last word
make So ah shock and suddenly her tears fall down.
“baby...” she speechless, too shock with what
she heard from the boy who really she loved.
“it was over. Sorry” So ah dont know what
should to answer, she too weak now, her lifes end.
All Author POV
Maeumeuro malhaebonda [ Its word
from my heart ]
Geudae jigeum hokshirado dolaolkka naege [ Is there a chance for you to
comeback to me? ]
Nae mam gatji anketjiman [
I know that its not my feelings but ]
Geudae doraondamyeon [ If you come back ]
Hokshirado
majuchilkkabwa [
Maybe we’ll meet each other ]
This song still ring on So ah mp3’s phone. She
don’t know how many time this song was she heard. She just think that song was
explain what her felt still now. She kept hear the song still she fall down on
her bed. Asleep.
“So ah..” someone call her name while knock
the door its make her awake from a sleep.
“come in” she answered lazily and keep her
body laying on the bed.
“ya! Why still sleep? Lets we dinner!” someone
that was her mom ask her to get her dinner.
“eomma ah, i will eat later, im still not
hungry yet” she turn her mp3 off and sit beside her mom.
“but you also didnt eat yet on noon right?”
Mommy is worried her daughter.
“dont worry, i ate ramen already” she answer
simply
“ramen again? How many time umma said huh?
Ramen isnt good to your health! Wanna get that brain cancer more huh?” Mommy yell
at her. Annoyed.
“ya! Eomma!!! I just have no mood to eat!” So
ah also annoying because his mom said about brain cancer again. She so hate
with that two words “Brain and Cancer”
“have no mood? You should eat even a little!!”
“araseo, i will later”
“why not now hm?” So ah look at her mom
fastly, she shock with that sentence. Actually that a simple sentence, but she
dont know why she miss that words.
“eomma ah, please dont force me, i will eat
when i feel hungry...” she said weakly.
“well, up to you. Umma just wont you fall down
and sick”
“i will not.. dont worry mommy..”
“okey, take a rest!” her mom get up and leave
her room after she nods and give a warm smile for her lovely mommy.
“Myungie...” she shout slowly. Someone who
ever stay in his heart. Someone who always come to messed her heart and mind.
Someone who was make she crazy. Someone who always showed on her phone. Someone
who really change her life. Someone who really meaning for her.
Someone..someone..someone who still she loved. Her lovely husband..
I goseseo neol gidaryeo [ I’m waiting you
here ]
“i miss you so damn much..” now her tears
suddenly fall down. “Geudae jigeum hokshirado dolaolkka naege?” she speak so slow
seem like whispering. She get her phone and read their texted and some photoes
that was been their sweet memories.
Myungsoo so cool make she always annoyed, but he know how to make So ah cant
sleep on night. That why So ah still cant forget him, she really sorry about
timing when they get break. Even they married because an accident (trouble) but
Myungsoo is her breath.
They two married so suddenly, no bodies know.
That because So ah just wont always hurting by her ex boyfriend. Jonghyun. Also
Myungsoo was tired with some girl always disturbing him. Then they try to get
married and starting their new life from basic without any love. Even it
happen, no need to wait for so long because they two was fall for each other.
=flashback=
“baby.. what are you doing hm? Have no school
today?” So ah asked her husband who was sit on bed from justnow without any
jobs.
“just thinking of you. Have no. How about
you?” he answered slowly and ask his wife back.
“eo? Really? Then i just thinking of you also”
she blushing and try to teasing her husband back.
“yeah, dont lie” he come sit closer to his
wife
“yah im
not lie baby” answer So ah, she still sit on bed while laying half of her body
on wall
“really?” Myungsoo look at her
“still not believe in me?” she wink at her
husband.
“im believe you sweety”
“arayo, anyway you still sleepy hm?”
“yeah keke”
“aish, sleepy head” So ah annoyed “actually me
also keke” she giggles.
“yeah i am haha, then lets we sleep again” ask
Myungsoo
“mwo?” So ah shocked “you wanna sleep again?”
“ah no.. i am hungry, baby cook for me”
“arayo, what you want?”
“anything”
“okay okay i will cook ramen then” So ah
giggles
“okay okay”
So ah come out and cooking her husband ramen.
Myungsoo come and waiting at dining room. After a moment So ah come with hold a
cup of ramen.
“here it is, eat carefully baby” she put a cup
in front of her husband.
“okay” answer Myungsoo while get a cup of
ramen and eat it. So ah just watching her husband. She so happy to see Myungsoo
face, its will make she happy always. She so love the boy with her now.
“done. Im full already” said Myungsoo after he
done his breakfast.
“haha so hungry ne?” So ah laugh, seeing his
husband done eat fastly
“not really haha”
“here your drink!” So ah give him a water
“gomawo” said Myungsoo
“always welcome for my baby” she winks again.
“aww” suddenly she shout loudly while hold her tummy.
“eo?” Myungsoo shock “are you okay?” he asked
“i think my stomach get a problem” she answer
slowly while try to not feel how pain it is.
“yaa! Whats wrong, how it can be?” Myungsoo
try to see his wife tummy
“dont worry i will be okay, last night i just
drink cola, you know that i cant drink” explain So ah.
“why you still drink?” ask Myungsoo
“i dont know, last night i just too thirsty, i
cant get any water so just drink cola and then i get stomach problem now” she
admit her fault.
“a-are you okay?” Myungsoo worried
“yes i am, dont worry. Just need medicine and
more rest maybe”
“then go eat med and get rest”
“lazy”
“why lazy?”
“i dont know, ahh okay i will rest”
“haha good girl baby” he get his wife and
bring to bedroom. Let his wife rest and he will continue his job.
==
“boreeed aaaaa...” suddenly So ah awake and
shouting and make Myungsoo in sofa beside their bed look at her
“what should we do then?” he ask his wife
“mollaso” she awake and come to sit beside her
husband “eumm singing for me please?” So ah asked her husband with puppy eyes.
“singing? Eum what song?”
“be mine”
“naekkeo haja, naega neol saranghae, eo?
naega neol geokjeonghae, eo? naega neol kkeut kkaji, chaekim jil ge.. naekkeo
haja, niga nal aljanha, eo? niga nal bwat janha, eo? naega neol kkeut kkaji,
jikyeo julge”
“whoaaa” So ah happy and give applause for her
husband “daebak baby ah, i love your voice so much, gomawoyo. Wanna your
rewards?” she winks.
“i know it haha, rewards? Ofcourse i want it”
he answer proudly
“haha okay then here..” So ah kiss Myungsoo
lips profound and Myungsoo accept it and sucking So ah lips. So ah bite
Myungsoo lips softly then they stoped.
“naughty” giggles Myungsoo
“haha a bit and only for my baby” So ah winks
again
“haha really?” asked Myungsoo want know more
“ofcourse, dont believe me?” she winks again,
naughty winks. Myungsoo hold So ah waist and pull closer to him.
“yes i do” whisper him
“haha i know you did” So ah hug her husband
and Myungsoo also get to hugs So ah and suddenly kiss So ah neck. Its make So
ah eyes suddenly like wanna out. Myungsoo teased his wife.
“why? Haha” he laugh
“eo.. aniyeo..emm nothing” So ah blushing now
“haha pabo” he laugh again
“aish .. a bit pabo” said So ah
“a bit pabo or so pabo?” Myungsoo teasing
again
“uh??” So ah know this namja teased her, she
want to repay him. She put her hands around Myungsoo neck “am i still pabo
now?” fastly she sucking Myungsoo lips.
“you are naughty now” answer Myungsoo
“kekeke i know” So ah giggles she happy to
teasing her lovely husband. Suddenly Myungsoo licking her ears and whispering
softly “why my princess so naughty today?” So ah stop breathing. This namja
success make her getting heart attack.
“yaaaa...” she blushing and shy. “i dont know,
maybe because today i just want with you only”
“haha” Myungsoo laughing and pinch So ah nose
“ today? Why only today? Then in another day you with who?”
“yaa ofcourse always with you, i mean today so
want with you, because in another day both of us will busy with our school
schedule” she pouts.
“haha, im kidding baby ah.” He kissed So ah
nose “okay, i will spend my time today only with you” Myungsoo promised. So ah
nods and smile. She so happy. Yeah, because bored time will they spend two
together.
=====
“i am home..” Myungsoo come in to bedroom, he
just back from school, he saw So ah at there but didnt answer him. Whats wrong?
He puts his bag and come closer to So ah who stay on bed with annoying and mad
mood. Is she on her time now? Some girls will get badmood when that time and
mad to anyone beside them.
“JEALOUS!!!” she yell at Myungsoo.
“eo?” Myungsoo shock because suddenly So ah
yell at him, wait.. he know the reason, is it because Suzy last time at class?
So ah see it? “r-really?” Myungsoo asked her
“YES!”
“are you sure?”
“am i look like kidding now huh? Is she loving
you?”
“we just friend sweety, ask her then”
“j..jeongmal?”
“yeah maybe hahaha”
“aish!!!”
“hey, i just joking. Im only love you”
“araseo” So ah blushing. Myungsoo always know
how to make her stop sulking.
“still jealous?”
“nope. Ashh i will not anymore, because i know
you are my everythings”
“already fallen to me ne? haha”
“i think so”
“really?”
“wae? Cant i?”
“who said cant?”
“really?”
“really what?”
“can i?”
“of course you can”
“araseo”
“baby i am so annoyed” Myungsoo change his
uniform
“waeyo?” So ah come to help him take off his
uniform
“yeah, some people at class, they so annoy me,
disturb me with some not important things”
“aish just dont care them then, just care me
only” So ah winks
“care you only?” Myungsoo look at her, now he
changed his clothes
“yes, you wont?” So ah look at her husband
waiting the answer
“who said i wont”
“kekeke i know you want” she winks
“i never said i want” Myungsoo answer cool
“ne? So?” So ah shocked and pouts
“i really really want” winks Myungsoo
“aigoo... Nappeun namja” So ah pushing
Myungsoo chest softly.
“im not..” Myungsoo hold So ah hand
“you are nappeun for me”
“anythings for you”
“yaaa” So ah blushing again
“you know the reason im here?”
“what?”
“the first one is you, the second one is you,
the third one is you till the last one, my reason still same. is that you. So,
if you leave me i dont have any reason.. thats mean i'll never here anymore..”
Myungsoo confessed his feelings.
“mwo? Aigoo.. why you so sweet today? you make
me touched baby.. i love you so much” So ah so happy with these words.
“I just thinking, i never do anything for you,
but why are you still want with me? im not the best, im cool even i forget that
moment, our first monthsary.. i just wanna say, im so sorry”
“uh? i dont know i just feel safe with you,
for me you the best. its okay you forgot i thought you was busy. so no need say
sorry”
“feel safe? How can?”
“i dont know, i just want by your side”
“you will not feel regret?”
“what should? I will never”
“i just want you promise to me. Dont ever
leave me, whatever happens you'll never leave me” his words make So ah wanna
cry, how if her time to gone coming? She just wish that her brain cancer will
never relapsed anymore. She want always by Myungsoo side.
“im promise baby ah. i will never leave you. i
love you and want you. i need you also. i will never leave you” So ah hug
Myungsoo tightly. They two was confessed their feels to each other.
“glad to know it” Myungsoo kissed So ah
forehead. So ah smile at her husband. She so thanks to God because was give
Myungsoo to stay with her.
=====
So ah walking so fast. She want arrive at
class as soon. Suddenly she saw someone who was with make her heart beating
fastly.
“i..ige mworagoya?” she rubbing her eyes
slowly and continue walking to class.
“ya! So ah ssi. Why come late?” Tae in her
closer friend ask when she was sit on her chair.
“sorry have a little problem keke” she giggles
“aish, like a girl who has husband already, so
busy at morning” smirk Tae in. So ah’s heart working too fast now. Yeah she
still not tell yet to Tae in about Myungsoo. She just smile only.
“eum, anyway how about you and Jonghyun?” Tae
in ask again.
“eoh?” So ah confusing now
“why? Is he still not find you yet?” So ah
just nods. “aish.. damn! I guess she was back, bad boy!”
“huh? He is back?” Tae in nods then they stop
speaking because teacher is come in to class. So ah cant concern to the lesson.
She didnt know what teacher explain. Her mind messed with some problem.
Well i think i should make a decision,
Myungsoo Jonghyun.. i really sorry.
=====
“come here!” Tae in pull So ah hand hardly
when she walk in front of class. Tae in pull her and bring her to park area.
Class is finished.
“yaa! Its hurt tae in ah..” yell So ah and try
to release her hand from Tae in grip.
“ish.. tell me now!”
“tell you what?”
“tell me what happen to you?”
“what you mean?”
“i feel you hide something from me, now can
you tell me uh?” Tae in stare on her
“aishh okay okay”
Then they two get in car and So ah tell Tae in
all the truth that happen at her now. She really sorry because was hide it all,
she just so confuse last time.
“yaaa!! Its important news but you didnt share
to me? Oh thanks..” Tae in annoyed
“yah mianhaeyo, i told you i just dont know
how to say, i too confused. Please wish
me all will going alright”
“well okay okay, i wish you be happy”
“do you mad at me?”
“aniyo, you stranger for me a fiew days”
“mianhae”
“its okay, well lets get lunch” So ah nods
then they two going to find lunch. So ah fell calm now, Tae in know alrady
story about her.
=====
“baby. Are you okay?” Myungsoo asking So ah,
she look like confused. Its bed time but she still not sleep yet. Myungsoo sit
beside her. “tell me..”
“eo? Im okay, have nothing” she lied
“really?”
“for sure, you wanna sleep hm?”
“yeah, but i cant sleep, can you tell me a
story?”
“story? What story?”
“eum anything, or your story maybe haha”
“let me think”
“dont too long baby”
“eum, well i just want share you some story
then help me to answer some question okay? Actually i write a story but i dont
know how to make it end”
“okay..”
“eum, there is a girl, she was in love with a
boy.. then they get in relationship for a long, someday the boy left. Leave her
without any reason, the girl who love him so much still waiting for him to
comeback, she was waiting too long. All her friend was said to let him go, but
she so stubborn, she wont do it..”
“is that true story?”
“just based on true story, but i change it in
some part”
“well, then?”
“she still keep waiting day by day till more
than a half year. She start to bored and upset. One day, suddenly she meet with
other boy, and they two try to closer and get in relationship, the girl accept
that second boy, actually she just want escape from past love, but as long as
they together, she was fall to him. Then in another day she got a news that the
first boy was back, and then she start to dilemma, she confuse what should she
do? She was in love with second boy but she still cant forget the first boy..
then i have some questions, what will you do if you were as that girl, the
first boy and what will you do if were as second boy?”
“is that your real story?” So ah shocked, she
just give Myungsoo a smile. What should she do now?
“not really..”
“well, if i were that girl i will back to the
first boy, if i were the first boy i will get my girl back and if i were the
second boy i will break up..” So ah shocked again, she so stupid, how it will
be and how now? Is Myungsoo will leave her?
“ahh geurae... i have know how to end the
story now” said So ah slowly
“then, where the first boy now? You should
talk to him i guess you two are missed too much”
“eo?” So ah shocked for many times “i dont
know, is the last answer will come true?”
“do you still love him?”
“im so sorry, i should tell this stupid story
to you, i didnt mean to hurt you”
“its okay..”
“yeah i did.. but past time, now all changed
when i was with you, i love you only”
“i know”
“i really sorry”
“its okay, eum sorry”
“uh? What you mean?” suddenly So ah tears fall
down
“but now i need to alone”
“huh? Baby..”
“mianhae..” Myungsoo leave So ah, he out home.
“baby ah.. what you mean? We break?” So ah
shout, but Myungsoo didnt hear her. She sigh softly, she so weak, She is
crying.
“baby...i can explain” So ah yell but he didnt
care, Myungsoo left. So ah hysteries. How it can be? She run to chase him but
she really so weak now. She is sobbing and come into bedroom. She look around. This
room so queit without you. She speak in her heart. She get her phone and
start to call Myungsoo. But not connected. Myungsoo turn off his phone. Now So
ah getting frustate. Then she call Tae in.
“eottokhae eottokhae?” She speak fastly with
teary eyes.
“aish, maybe his phone is lowbatt, dont too
panic” answer Tae in.
“aniyo, aigoo. Aarhh what should i do? I
really worried him, why he wont hear my explain?”
“yaah he need time, give him space, tomorrow
you should talk to him again?”
“Tae in ah.. eottokhae? How about tonight? I
cant spend my time, its nightmare for me” So ah crying and speaking so weak,
she tired.
“aigoo.. please calm down, all gonna be okay,
you should believe in me ara? Now you need to rest, go wash your body then take
a rest”
“is that working well?”
“ofcourse.. calm your mind ara?”
“i will try”
“will? You should So ah ssi”
“ne. Gomawoyo Tae in ah” So ah hang the phone
out then looking around the room.
“baby ah.. why all so suddenly? How my life be
without you?” So ah speak alone in the room. She walk to bath and washing her
body for a moment. She really need to calm her mind.
So ah sits on bed, she get her phone, try to
call Myungsoo, but still not connected. Then she type a text and sent it. She
start to close her eyes. A moment later she open eyes again, she awake, look
around, walking in the room then get to bed and try to sleep again. She still
cant sleep.
“baby.. how was your night? Are you sleep
tight? Are you okay? I really sorry for my ignorance. I just too idiot” she
pull the blanket and try to sleep again.
=====
Today So ah class have futsal tournament, then
she wanna watching and support her classmate. After that she go out with Tae
in. They eat at cafeshop.
“how was your day?” Tae in ask So ah
“i dont know, my mind still messed, i still
cant find Myungsoo” answer her
“be patient dear..”
“i dont know..”
“i wish he will back, dont worry..”
“ah ne.. gomawo Tae in ah”
“its okay..”
=====
So ah home already, she so tired. She wanna
take a rest. She wont her cancer relapsed again.
“ya! Kim So ah..” yell someone when she
already in her room.
“eh? My name Lee So ah” She answer without any
expression, she still cant imagine what she saw.
“yaa, but you married with me, Kim Myungsoo.
Aish” answer the boy were Myungsoo with a bit annoyed.
“ah im forget, mianhae” She pouts
“haha, its okay. Anyway how are you?”
“as you see, not really fine. How about you?”
“im fine now”
“baby...”
“yeah?”
“are you back?”
“as you see” Myungsoo smile. “hmm anyway what
do you feel when i turn off my phone?”
“i feel like dying, i confused, ahh i dont
know how to explain it”
“im so sorry..”
“aniyo, i the one should say sorry, i just so
stupid”
“ahh..”
“then.. will you break me up and leave me
now?”
“no i will not..”
“r..really?” So ah start to cry
“for sure, i told you that you are my reason
here, i will with you always”
“im so sorry baby” So ah hugs Myungsoo tight
while teary eyes “i love you so much”
“i love you too” he answer and hug So ah back
“its okay, stop crying”
“gomawoyo jeongmal gomawoyo”
“no need to say thanks”
“arayo” she is sobbing. Then they two spend
their time together, they two are missed too much.
=====
So ah just arrived at home, today she more
tired than before, because of her shooting schedule. But it all will nothing if
Myungsoo by her side. She smile and into her room. Yeah Myungsoo still not home
yet, maybe he still spend his time with his friends. So ah go bath and waiting
for Myungsoo at her room. She get her phone and start to listening her
husband’s voice. She listen Infinite song, Be Mine. She smiling, feel so happy.
She imagine that Myungsoo with her now. She listen till fall asleep.
==
Its night already. After they get dinner they
sit at living room. So ah just finished did her homework. Myungsoo just use his
phone, So ah dont know what he did.
“aaaa.. so bored..” So ah yell and sigh
softly. Myungsoo look at her.
“whats wrong?” ask Myungsoo
“nothing, just tired maybe”
“tired?”
“ne, that homework make me tired”
“what should i do?”
“do nothing, just be with me only i will be
okay kekeke”
“really?”
“yes..” So ah giggles
“okay then” Myungsoo agree and smiling. So ah
just giggles again. “yaah what should we do? Im bored also” Myungsoo get up and
come in to bed room. So ah just follow him.
“molla” she answer when they two was in room
“wanna play?” ask Myungsoo and sit on bed
“eh? Play what?” So ah thinking
“d/d”
“what kind of game is it?”
“haha it is a new game”
“i never hear before, how to play?” So ah get
to bed and sit beside him.
“actually it same like t/d, and also same the
rules”
“aigoo, so all is dare? You make me seem so
pabo baby..”
“why pabo?”
“ahh dont mind me lets play keke”
“who first?”
“you. D or D ? haha”
“D haha”
“i dare you to show me your love”
“ehm.. wait a moment, let me think..”
“okay..”
“i dont know its good or what, but well i try
it. Ehmm... You ask me again today, if I love you. Are those words that hard to
say? Is it hard for me to do something that everyones does? Do I need to say it
for you to know? I love you everyday. Hey, wait a second. I only look at you Even
if it dont act like it, i’m paying attention. Hey, its constant, there’s no
change. You are a fool who puts her everything towards just words. Why wouldn’t
I know those words of “I love you” Its tickling me as its around my neck. Why
wouldnt I be able to do it, those words that are on my mouth. Why is it
important about what other do? Going out with the blunt me, you’ll probably
become tired because of me. But i’ll promise you one thing. I’ll do better than
anyone else. I become sorry to the smiling you. I feel like i’m tying you up,
with the word of love. It’ll become lighter. With whispers through the ears,
side by side, you’ll never be sad. I’ll change gradually with those words I
cherish and without change, I’ll stay by your side. I’ll do better and better.
Because i know very well”
“whoaa, its enough baby, is that true?”
“i never lie, now your turn right?”
“okay, i also choose D”
“okay.. go make couple photo for us”
“okay wait a minute..” So ah get her phone and
try to pick their photo and try to edit it then send to Myungsoo phone.
“already?”
“yeah, wait a moment. Ahh yeah, done”
“awesome, okay my turn”
“okay. give me a sweet kiss for the present
that i made the couple photo” So ah winks.
“okay” Myungsoo get his face closer to So ah
face then kiss her lips softly.
“hm” So ah hug Myungsoo waist and kiss his
lips back “is that sweet eo? Keke okay my turn”
“what you want?” Myungsoo look at her deeply
“i want you baby, ah my turn”
“im yours baby” answer Myungsoo that make So
ah blushing again. they two still playing that weirdo games. They seem happy
with their jokes game a long night. But they didnt know, just keep playing.
“aigoo okay okay now whose turn?” ask So ah
after she stop to laugh. Myungsoo always make her blushing.
“is now my turn? Ah okay”
“okay, give me a baby son”
“what? Wait..”
“what what? Why? You should go to orphanage
then get a son of there”
“hah?
Im lazy. Wait wait why just son?”
“dont if you lazy, ah that because they can
keep me soon when im old already”
“okay okay, lets continue, now your turn”
“okay, persuade me”
“persuade? About what?”
“eum, anything, ask me date or anythings that
you want”
“im confused”
“ah forget it then”
“im so sorry”
“dont worry kekeke”
“Omoide
zutto zutto oikaketa yume Futari ga tooku e itte mo Donna tsurai yoru mo kujike
sou na chikai demo Waratte motto saigo no Lady Kitto sotto negai todoku Akenai
yoru wa nai yo Love So Sweet. Tsutaekirenu itooshi sa wa hana ni natte machi ni
futte Doko ni ite mo kimi wo koko ni kanjiteru”
“what
is that? I dont know the mean. Is it Japan? I thought that have a sweet mean”
“translate
it your self”
“aish
nappeun” So ah pouts
“Memory,
I’ll never, ever forget this sky, even if we’re apart. There’ll never again be
a season when I meet someone I love so much. Shine brighter, my greatest lady,
this love is sure to softly reach you. Believing is everything. There’s no
night that won’t give way to the dawn. Believing is everything, love so sweet. This
love I can’t tell you about. Becomes flowers that rain down on the town. No
matter where I am, I feel you here”
“i
love you” So ah blushing again tonight for many times
“im
singing that song, but that song reminded me of you. Kagayaita no wa kagami
demo taiyou demo nakute kimi da to kizuita toki kara. Ano namida gumu kumo no
zutto ue ni wa hohoemu tsuki love story mata hitotsu”
“whoaa
really? Just singing then to make you always remember me keke”
“really.
Ever since I realised that what was shining wasn’t the mirror and it wasn’t the
sun – it was you. The moon smiling way above the tearful clouds, one more love
story”
“yaaa
how sweet you are..” So ah really happy tonight
“is
that me?” So ah just nods “okay let me find another song” Myungsoo think for a
while “Datte waratte ireta nara. Sore wa happii na koto deshou?. Yaritakunai
koto wa yaranai!. Sonna hi mo atte ii deshou? Ashita mo asatte mo mienai. Konna
nichijou nan desu ga. Atashi wa anata to iretara sore wa. Suteki na koto
deshou. Sou iu koto deshou!”
“argh
i dont know Japan” So ah sighs softly
“Cause
if you can smile. That’s a happy thing, right? I won’t do anything I don’t want
to! It’s OK to have days like that, right? I spend my days like this. Unable to
see tomorrow or the next day. But if I’m with you, that’s wonderful Isn’t it?”
“yaa
so shy” So ah face become red
“haha
really? Still want?”
“aigoo,
mollaso?”
“Doko
ni itemo kimi ni aitai Doko ni itemo kimi wo sagashiteru Hitorikiri no kibun wa
sotte kieteku Mou nanimo kowakunai. Kimi wo mou nido to. Nani wo shitemo kimi
wo mamoru yo. Nani wo shitemo kimi wo sukuidasu. Futarikiri de kakiwakete yuku.
Ashita nanka konakutatte ii. Kimi no tame dake ni ikiteru” So ah just listen
all words out from Myungsoo mouth. She speechless. “Wherever I am, I want to
see you. Wherever I am, I’m looking for you. I felt alone, now that feeling
quietly disappears. I’m not afraid of anything anymore. I’ll never let you... Whatever
you do, I’ll protect you. Whatever you do, I’ll save you. We’ll get through it
all together. I don’t care if tomorrow doesn’t come. I’m living only for you”
“eoh?
Is that true? I will never let you too, i life only for you” So ah shocked
“yeah
alright” Myungsoo nods “Chikagoro watashi koi wo shite imasu. Ima made no to wa
chigau kanji de. Get along get along. Get along with you. Itsumade mo suki
mitai...” So ah still keep listen she really touched. “Lately I’ve fallen in
love. This one feels different from usual. Get along, get along. Get along with
you. I feel like I’ll love you forever...”
“whoa
happy happy happy”
“hahaha
really?”
“for
sure” then they two smile, so happy. They two seeing each other and suddenly
they two kissing.
“i
will give you last song toninght”
“okay”
“Moshimo
kimi ga kono ginga no naka de mayottemo. Doko mademo doko mademo chiisana
hikari wo sagasu yo. Soshite boku wa seiza ni natte kimi no soba ni iru yo. Itsu
mademo itsu mademo galaxy na sono hitomi wo mitsumetai. Dousjite suki nan darou
biggu baan mitai da ne . Setsunasa hirogatte mune ga kurushii. Wagamama da yo
ne kimi ga me wo fuseru. Yoru tte koi no tame ni aru no ka na”
“mean?”
“If
you get lost in this galaxy. I’ll search everywhere, everywhere for a little
light. And I’ll become a constellation and be by your side. I want to look into
the galaxy of your eyes forever and ever. Why do I love you? It’s like the Big
Bang. Bittersweet pain spreads through me and my heart aches. It’s selfish,
isn’t it? You look down. Maybe the night is for love”
“i
know it baby..” So ah lay her head on Myungsoo shoulder
“you
know what baby?” Myungsoo caress her hair
“i
know that you love me..”
“We
need to climb this windy, uphill path. If we can live together, I’ll protect
you. I swear. As a love song begins to drift through the town. People smile at
each other. When bells ring out, I’ll surely. Be holding you tight. As a love
song begins to drift through the town. People cuddle up together. I'll surely
take you. Into the light. I’ll keep loving you”
“me
too. I will keep my heart only for you, because it yours. So i will never let
other people to get it”
“i
know” Myungsoo kissed her forehead then they two start to sleep. It was really
midnight. Tomorrow they still have to go to school.
=====
So
ah walking with Tae in to canteen. They two wanna eat, math make them hungry.
After they got their ordered then they start to eat.
“how
was your life as wife?” Tae in ask while eat her soup
“uh?
What you mean?” So ah didnt get yet what Tae in mean
“aish,
you two married already, so you didnt pregnant?”
“mwo?”
So ah shock
“aish,
is that wrong?”
“araseo,
just wait i will have son as soon” So ah smiling
“mwo?
Are you pregnant already?” now Tae in shocking, she really can imagine if her
bestfriend have a big tummy but keep attend the class.
“yaaa.
Aniyo. It secret kekeke”
“aish,
you make me confuse”
“you
start it haha”
“up
to you then, ah lets done our meal, class will start after moment”
“araseo”
=====
Who
knows, time around so fast. They two was together. That is true if no need to
waiting for long to know they two fallen each other. Start to new life together
without any love there but now can make they two happy as another couple.
“baby
mianhae last night i fall asleep so fast” So ah pouts and sit beside Myungsoo
“nevermind”
answer Myungsoo shortly
“uh?
Are you okay? Seem so weirdo now. Being cold to me. Am i did wrong?” So ah
worried
“no..no..no
ofcourse not”
“then?”
“then...
i mad at you”
“mwo?
Mad at me?” So ah shock “why? What i did?” So ah feel sad
“because
you had stolen my heart hahaha”
“aish”
So ah punch Myungsoo arms softly “nappeun namja, you make me worried” So ah
pouts
“its
hurt baby” Myungsoo rubs his arm “i just want to tease you”
“thats
your punnishment because tease me but make me worry”
“okay
okay im sorry” Myungsoo pinch both of So ah cheeks
“ne
arayo” she nods while rubbing her cheeks
“are
you mad to me?”
“eh
forgot? I cant mad to you”
“yeah
always forgot haha thanks baby”
“no
need”
“really?”
“ofcourse,
i just need you be my side always”
“im
always on your side”
“really?”
“for
sure” then they two smile. “On nights when you want to give in to the pain. I
want to hold you in my heart. And protect you, heal you. With all the love I
have…”
“gomapda”
“haha
no need” Myungsoo lay his head on So ah lap “im so bored”
“what
we will do baby? Im bored too” So ah speak while caress Myungsoo hair
“i
dont know” Myungsoo hold So ah hands
“eo?
Nothing interest?”
“nothing”
“eum
baby have you get dinner?” So ah speak while pulling Myungsoo hair softly
“yeah
already, how about you?”
“me
also. I just done my third dinner”
“third?”
Myungsoo look at her
“yes,
but i still hungry” So ah pouts
“mwo?
Whats wrong with your tummy huh?” Myungsoo awake and rub So ah tummy
“i
dont know, maybe have son already haha” So ah laugh
“mwo?”
Myungsoo get shock again
“aish
i just kidding baby ah, my tummy still normal its just stomach problem because
i didnt eat well last time”
“hows
now?”
“well
already, i just want a bit fat”
“dont
too fat”
“any,
just a bit”
“okay
then”
“baby..”
“ne?”
“i
love you, i miss you..”
“i
love you too and also miss you” Myungsoo smile again
“miss
me but didnt hug me?” So ah pouts
“haha
okay” Myungsoo grab her and hugs So ah tightly till she hard to breath. Then So
ah push him softly.
“yaa!
You want me die huh?” she sulking
“haha
sorry sorry”
“aish..”
“are
you mad?”
“not
if you kiss me keke”
“naughty..”
Myungsoo kissed So ah lips softly
“yaa!
My lips? I thought you wont my lips anymore. Ah as you know that i am and only
for my baby kekeke”
“what?
Who said?” Myungsoo shocked
“ani.
Just guessed because you seldom kiss me without im asked”
“for
now i will kiss your lips ten more times in a day, how?”
“what?”
So ah scarry
“dont
want? Haha”
“molla”
“okay
just forget it then”
“aish,
okay”
“haha,
baby lets sleep its midnight”
“arseo.
Jaljayo”
“jalja..”
then they two sleep and wish tomorrow can smile together again.
=====
Today So ah wanna refresh her mind, she go
walking to city park alone, Myungsoo cant accompany her because busy with his
schedule. Well its okay. She think she need time to be alone.
“chagiya?” someone call her when she sits on
chair at flower park. She looks around and so shock when know who call her.
“J..jonghyun?”
“yes, how are you? Sorry for leaving you too
long”
“i..im okay, ah its okay i know you busy, eum how
about you?”
“i think im better now keke” he winks to So ah
and sit beside her.
“eo? Glad to know then..” they two talk like
never know each other.
“ah by the way, why you walk alone? How if
there bad person hurt you?”
“uh? Ani ani im okay, i always walk alone” So
ah try to smile, weird smiling
“ah mianhae, i was hurt you so much..”
“nevermind” So ah cant manage her heart, beat
so fast.
“you so understanding and so loyal, ah how
lucky i am”
“uh?”
“chagi.. i miss you so much, im sorry for
everythings” Jonghyun hugs So ah tightly
“i miss you too, but p..” So ah not finish
speak but Jonghyun was kiss and sucking her lips. Suddenly So ah push him
hardly.
“chagi.. whats wrong? Didnt you miss my lips
too?” ask Jonghyun with weird expression.
“sorry, please dont hurt people who love you
again..”
“what you mean?”
“dont pretend to didnt know Jong..”
“why you being like this to me?”
“i know you have new girl who was change me in
your heart”
“who is she? I have no. You should believe in
me chagi..”
“ishh, you know who is she, dont ask me, and
you need to know.. actually im changed”
“mwo? Dont lie chagi. I know your love only
for me”
“sorry Jong but that is true, mianhae.” So ah
leave the park and back to home. How dare that boy played with girls
feelings huh? Didnt he know how pain is it? So ah talking alone in her
heart.
=====
So ah just arrive at home, she so tired and
want to take a rest. Its also night. But she saw Myungsoo at home. He is home
already.
“mianhae i home late” So ah said
“nevermind” Myungsoo answer while look at his
watch
“uh? Are you okay?” So ah worried about
Myungsoo, he seem weirdo
“where are you from?”
“m..mianhae”
“you meet him?”
“i..i just..”
“lets break up..”
“what?” So ah really shock. Why so suddenly
“i know you both still in love”
“whoa..ah no im not”
“i need to alone, bye” Myungsoo out home and
leave So ah with teary eyes
“baby...!” she shout but Myungsoo left.
“arggh why this things happened again? Is
relationship always like this? So many problem? I want my baby back” So ah
talked to her self and get in home.
She sit on bed and get her phone and start to
call Myungsoo, but being ignored. Then she type the text.
To : My Baby eL ©
Baby ah.. gwenchanayo? Jeongmal mianhae, its all my fault.
Sorry if i made u unmood again.
Saranghaeyo :*
So ah try to sleep, she just wish all things
gonna be okay.
=====
So ah worried, why Myungsoo didnt reply her
text and why he also not come back? Suddenly her phone ringing. She got a
message. She get the phone and read it.
From : My Baby
eL ©
So ah eonni.. this me Jiyeon. Oppa phone with me. Dont worry
Oppa okay i thought.
Then So ah reply text and then they texting
for a while.
To : My Baby eL ©
Jiyeonnie. Are your oppa is okay? Why not sure? Where is he now?
May eonni talk to him?
From : My Baby eL ©
Actually he is on hospital, but now i dont know where is he. He left.
Eonni want talk what thing? Just talk to me later yeon talk to oppa.
To : My Baby eL ©
Mwo? Hospital? Left? Please keep him i wont anythings happen to him :’(
Tell me when he back already.
From : My Baby eL ©
Ne eonni, dont worry^^. He will back soon, i thought he just need a
time.
He just too sad after break with eonni. He never like this before. Now
he
Seem too old from his real age L
To : My Baby eL ©
Mwo? Aish that nappeun namja. Is he have eat? Why so pabo :’(
From : My Baby eL ©
I dont know. He will back to get
his lunch if he didnt yet.
Molla eonni, oppa just love eonni so much, maybe he cant accept
That you two break up. He so upset, wont eat wont talk to people.
He just want alone, poor him.
To : My Baby eL ©
Aish >< i love your oppa also, i love
him so much. But why he did that
Stupid thing? He make me worried now L please talk to him ne?
Ask him to eat and keep healthy. Eonni love him only.
From : My Baby eL ©
Ne eonni. Yeon will tell oppa later, yeon wish eonni back to oppa ne?
Yeon really want you two being couple again J
To : My Baby eL ©
Ne yeonni ssi. Eonni hope so, eonni really want that he be mine forever.
Jeongmal gomawoyo yeon J
So ah done texting with Myungsoo sister. She
still worried. She wish Myungsoo back as soon. She miss her namja so much.
=====
“baby..when will you back? Are you okay?” so
ah talking to her self in bed room. She still waiting for Myungsoo. She get up
and go to dining room. But suddenly she saw there someone sit at there.
“baby?” So ah come closer to that person.
“ne?” that person was Myungsoo is looking at
her
“baby...!!” So ah run to him and hug him
tightly “i miss you so much”
“i miss you more baby, sorry..” Myungsoo get
up and hugs So ah also.
“gwenchana baby, now im happy you back”
“ne..”
“do yu still mad to me?”
“no im not”
“then.. may we being together again?”
“yes if you want”
“aish, ofcourse i want, i really want. I wont
lose you anymore” So ah sobbing
“me too, sorry”
“im the one who should say sorry”
“haha okay okay”
“why you so old now?”
“haha but im still handsome”
“aish pabo. Have you dinner?”
“not yet, cook for me ne?”
“my pleasure baby” then So ah start to cooking.
She so happy now. Her namja is back. She will keep him. She wont lose that
person she loved anymore. After Myungsoo done his dinner then he bath and they
go to rest. Is midnight now.
“baby..” So ah looking at namja beside her.
“ne?” Myungsoo looking at her yeoja.
“i really sorry for everythings ne?”
“no need to say sorry baby, i believe in you”
Myungsoo caress his yeoja face.
“ahh gomawo” So ah smiling, she so lucky got a
namja like Myungsoo
“anythings for you baby..” Myungsoo said then
he hold So ah face and kiss her lips softly. Then they two kissing and spend
their missed felt together.
“uhmm baby..” Myungsoo stop kissing
“waeyo?” So ah look at her namja
“im hungry”
“mwo? But you just done your dinner”
“aish, i just kidding. Forget it”
“uh? Okay okay”
They two too tired, they fall asleep.
=====
Night so fast changed. Time really around
fastly. We just got sleep but now was morning again. Really should used time
clearly.
“baby wake up. Its morning already” So ah caress
Myungsoo face try to awake her namja.
“eung..” he just humming.
“baby..”
“i awake already” Myungsoo smile
“okay get up then”
“eum..”
“still sleepy huh?”
“not really”
“ahh sleepy head”
“yeah i am keke”
“wake up, lets we get breakfeast”
“yeah cooking for me”
“araseo, what you want to eat this morning
baby?”
“eum i dont know..”
“okay okay, i will cooking friedrice only”
“yes its good”
“okay wait a moment” So ah get out from room
and walk to kitchen. She wanna cooking for her namja.
==
So ah a little busy with her work, she cut
some of union, chile and another spices. But suddenly Myungsoo come to see her.
He hugs So ah from back and lay his head on So ah shoulder then kissed her neck
softly. Its make So ah to be tickled. She look at her namja.
“baby ah.. dont disturb me, i cant cooking if
you like this” So ah pouts
“ah okay okay sorry kekeke” Myungsoo release
her and sit at dining room. So ah just
smile then she continue to cooking. After done cooking So ah and Myungsoo eat
together and prepare to going to school.
=====
Today is their anniversary, but So ah still
annoyed, why Myungsoo didnt say anything, is he forget this special day? So ah
sighs softly. She waiting for Myungsoo its night already.
“im home” shout Myungsoo suddenly.
“eh, you back already?” So ah answer him
“have you accept my shipment?”
“mwo? Have nothing, why?”
“ah its okay..”
“eum,, araseo”
“eh? Are you okay?”
“not really?”
“you sick?”
“aniyo, just a bit annoyed maybe”
“uh? Why?” Myungsoo worried but So ah sighs
softly and talking in heart. Aish he is really forget uh?
“do you know what date today?”
“what?”
“ah forget it” So ah go walk in to bed room.
She want to sleep. Then Myungsoo come to join. He saw So ah was cover her body
with blanket. Then Myungsoo come closer to her and wishper on So ah ear.
“happy anniversary baby..” then Myungsoo also
want to sleep. But So ah move blanket and look at her namja.
“ne, happy anniversary baby, saranghaeyo”
“love you too” Myungsoo smile “anyway have you
dinner?”
“not yet, later only keke”
“why not now hmm?”
“have full already because of you keke”
“haha you should eat baby, i wont you sick”
“aish how about you? Lets we eat together”
“ahh okay okay im still hungry keke” then they
two go eat dinner and spend their nigh as usual. Happy together.
=====
So ah just arrived at home, lately she always
busy with her shooting and school schedule. She
just lay on sofa but suddenly bel ringing, she look at watch on her hand
and suspicious.
“its still five o’clock, why Myungie back so
fast? And why need to ring the bell, usually he come in exactly, ah weirdo
baby” So ah get up from sofa then go find who ring the bell, even she guessed
that Myungsoo. When she open the door she a bit shock. She saw a shipper
holding a bucket of rose.
“eh? Nuguyo?” She asking
“Sorry for disturbing your time, are you Ms.
Kim So ah? I just want send this gift to you” the shipper give So ah the bucket
and there something other gift at there.
“ah ne, gomawoyo” So ah accept it.
“actually we should sent this gift yesterday,
but i really sorry for late, there is something trouble in our agency, jeongmal
mianhaeyo” Shipper bowing but So ah forgive him
“ah gwenchana, anyway thanks”
“cheonmaneyo Ms. Kim” then shipper leave So ah
and she come in to home and wanna know from who that gift.
So ah lay on sofa and kissed the rose, and saw
there a small box. She open and how shocked when she saw there a diamond ring
and there a memo also.
To : My lovely Baby
I
dont know is this thing you like or not,
Sorry
for late. Happy Anniversary©
So ah touched, she smile with teary eyes, she
so happy, she dont know how to explain her feelings now. Really happy. She
still keep smile happily till suddenly Myungsoo come.
“im home..” Myungsoo said, So ah look at him
and come closer to him. She jump naughtily then hug Myungsoo neck while kiss
him. Its thing make Myungsoo shock.
“eoh? Whats wrong?”
“eumm gomawoyo.. jeongmal gomawoyo” So ah
release him softly and smiling.
“for?”
“for surprise in our anniversary day”
“ah you got it? I sent it yesterday” Myungsoo
pouts and go walk to sofa, laying his body. So ah also walk behind him then sit
beside him.
“ahh mianhae.. i just got it today..” So ah
pinch Myungsoo arms softly “dont mad ne?”
“you like it?”
“ofcourse, i like it so much” So ah answer
surely.
“haha glad to know then..”
“anyway have you dinner?”
“not yet, how about you?”
“so do i, okay tonight i will treat you,
khaja..” So ah winks and pull Myungsoo hand and they want spend this sweet time
together.
=====
Both of them, Myungsoo and So ah are still
busy with their school and also So ah, her shooting schedule so full, she so
tired. Today she have shooting schedule and she with crew is in resting time.
She rest for a moment and read the script again. Then humming slowly.
“hey Ms. Kim So Ah!” Tae in yell at her and sit
beside her, they two work in same Home Production, and now they together in the
same shooting project.
“yah no need to yell i still can see you and
also hear you” So ah annoyed
“keke, are you tired Miss?” Tae in wink, ah
this girls teasing So ah then she stare at Tae in.
“call my name as usuall, that name sound
strange if out of your mouth” So ah pouts “ah ye im a little tired, i thought
this shooting today till night. Aish..” So ah sigh..
“i think so, ahh you dont to tired ara? Poor
your sonny” Tae in winks and rubs So ah tummy softly and without they know,
another crew hear their conversation.
“mwo? So ah pregnant? You married without
telling us?” Hyeri shouting. Then all their friend come. Hyuna, Raemi, Seohyun,
Yuri and Eunhae look at So ah with suspicioused.
“ahh aniyo. Im not pregnant!” So ah annoyed,
Tae in so naughty, she really speechless how to explain.
“yaa dont lie” Hyuna said
“we also happy if you have a baby, ahh we
jelly” Seohyun also talk
“aargghh, pabboya! Im not pregnant, Tae in
lie, she want have a baby then say to me aish” So ah annoyed and sighs.
“mwo? Aniyo. Why me? You the one who married
already” Tae in pouts
“ah up to you, listen to me, im not pregnant!
Ah i want go home, i will back tomorrow” So ah get up and give her script to
Raemi, all her friends just let her. If she really pregnant, she cant got
stressed or tired right? They smile, happy can bullying So ah, all is idea of
Tae in.
=====
So ah arrived at home then she found Myungsoo
at living room, he watching. Myungsoo look at her who just back home.
“there?” Myungsoo asked. So ah come in and sit
beside Myungsoo.
“yes, you didnt go to school?”
“i just home”
“ahh have you lunch?”
“already”
“ahh good then..”
“you know what day today?” Myungsoo asking
again. So ah look at her phone, aish this namja jinjja!
“aigoo, saengil chukkaeyo baby ah.”
“why you late? You never do this to me before”
Myungsoo pouts
“ahh mianhae, actually i wanna say this later,
on midnight. I wanna be the last”
“why?”
“because i wanna be the last girl in your life”
“then why now?”
“aish, i dont know, i wont you think that im
forgetting you”
“okay, gwenchana”
“okay okay, you want what of kind gift?”
“i dont know”
“i promise you, just ask, i will give you
everythings”
“but i dont know what i want now”
“really dont know? You have no thing that you
want huh?”
“i just want you give me all your love”
“aish, i was give you all., not only my love,
my heart and anythings, i give my life to you, im yours”
“really?”
“why hard to believe?”
“no no, i believe in you sweety”
“geurae. Saranghaeyo”
“love you too”
“just it?” So ah smirk
“huh? What then?”
“you wont my lips?” So ah winks and poke her
lips. Myungsoo smile and look at her.
“ofcourse i want” he holds So ah face then
kiss her lips softly profound for a longtime. Then they two are kissed. So ah
wanna prove that she only belongs to Myungsoo, now and forever.
=====
Myungsoo and So ah now starting to focus with
their school. Time to exam will begin. They two really need more time to study.
Study well. This condition make them seem their relationship start to far. But thats
no matter. Both of them still keep in touch, try to always together as they
can.
Last time they just have missunderstanding, So
ah found Myungsoo who start closer with Minhyun. She dont know is Minhyun girl
or boy, she just didnt like if there is another person closer to Myungsoo and
being spoiled at him. But who knows, that problem become a big problem for So
ah life. She start to closer again with her friends, include Jonghyun. Yeah even
they not get relationship anymore but they still keep being friend. But its not
as Myungsoo think. Now all changed.
“then how about you and Minhyun?” So ah ask
Myungsoo, her feelings isnt well now, jealous mood.
“i told you we just friend”
“but both of you so sweet, arghh and she is
girl right?”
“huh?”
“i know she is girl!!”
“it was long time, and now im with minhyun
never talk anymore”
“ah pabo me, just talk to her as you want, i
shouldnt jealous if both of you are friends right?”
“hmm”
“arrggh...”
So ah should refresh her mind, now her
feelings really bad. She need time to be alone.
=====
So ah just done her exam, now she want go back
home. But Hyuna and Tae in come and talking.
“yaa! Where you wanna go?” Hyuna hold So ah
hand.
“go home, have no exam anymore right?” So ah
answer simply.
“aigoo, you forget we have meeting huh?” smirk
Tae in
“omona! Mianhae im forgot” So ah pats her
forehead
“gwenchana, okay khaja!!” Hyuna ask, then they
go to cafe to get meeting and there of another friend at there. Hyeri, Eunhae,
Raemi, Seohyun, and Yuri. Also namja. They start the meeting about their new
film project lauching. Yeah. Film that have take a lot of their time last time
will lauch and publish as soon. After that all clear, they done the meeting and
go home.
“So ah! Come here..” Seohyun wishper and pull
So ah hand to parking area.
“eh? Waeyo?” So ah asked
“uhm, is that true?”
“what?”
“Jonghyun ask you back?”
“aniyeyo, he never ask me back, but we promise
to being good friend, i think be his friend is better than being his
girlfriend, and also now i have Myungsoo”
“ahh majayo. You smart now”
“aish, dont tease me”
“keke aniyo, then how about you and myungsoo?”
“mollaso, i just have jealous mood”
“uh? Waeyo?”
“i dont know why my feelings so bad when see
him with Minhyun”
“eh? Nuguyo?”
“mollaso, he just said Minhyun is his friend”
“then you should believe in him”
“i believe in him always, but dont know why my
feelings still got jealous”
“dont worry, girls do”
“ahh just wishing all things happen will be
alright”
“yeah.. i wish so”
“gomawo, ah i should home now. Bye”
“okay, jalgayo..”
So ah go back home, her feelings starting
messed again. What on her mind? Ah she just want back at home as soon.
=====
Myungsoo have bad mood today, why not? He just
know that So ah get talking and come closer again with Jonghyun. Should he got
mad? Jealous? He just fussy. He want So ah explain it, but as you know So ah is
worried and confused girl. She cant speak well when she get shocked, worried
and it also make her heart will not working well.
“why,, why him huh?” Myungsoo ask with red
face.
“baby.. please.. we just friend, no more” So
ah afraid
“you want him back? Well go on!”
“aniyo, you know that i only want be yours”
“i know you still love him”
“baby.. i can explain it, he only my friend,
please believe in me”
“i know he just your friend, but you know he
right? He is your ex boyfriend!” Myungsoo yell a bit loud “let’s break” SO ah
speechless. She cant breat. All stopped. Is her life will over now?
=end flashback=
Let’s break...
So ah’s phone fall to floor. Her tears fall
down, she still remember the time when Myungsoo get break her up. She aware and
get her phone back. She look at watch.
“it was 10.00 PM” she talking with her self. She
hold her tummy, she felt hungry, her mommy asked before, but she ignore said
she still full. She just let her mind to thinking about Myungsoo as usuall. She
still not give up. She was try to looking for Myungsoo and also his sister
Jiyeon, she not found them. So ah keep call his phone even never connected. She
also send any text even never get replied. She believe, if there a chance they
two will meet again. She got a frame of Myungsoo, she kissed and smile.
“good night baby Myungie... i miss you so
badly. Nan jeongmal saranghaeyo...” she speak softly and laying her body on bed
again while hug Myungsoo’s frame. She close her eyes and try to sleep.
THE END
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yaahh kelar juga kan? maaf deh kalo banyak typo atau englishku yang terlalu lebay, udah sadar gabisa englsh pake nekat segala. ahh thanks buat yg udah baca :p
ehem ehem.. buat baby gue #eh? gimana Rey? sama ga seperti perjalanan kisah (?) kita? u,u semoga kamu suka yaa? Maaf untuk selama ini karena aku ga bisa jadi yang terbaik buat kamu #lebay pokonya aku akan selalu mendoakan kamu. Keep healthy ya..^^
